Monday, November 9, 2009

Jealousy


.........................................................................................................I am confused, do I like you or not...
Are we just friends, or will we become something more.

You talked of her once, you even said you tried to get her back...
But your always with me now.

Am I just a rebound?

As of now we are jsut friends, but I feel as if your expecting more...
But I am so confused...

What do you want? I can't tell.

I wish i could be like those girls...

I can tell your always nervous, you seem so unsure.

You say things to me though... Not normal people will aks me. Personal things you tell me, what do you mean by them? Do you want me to help you? Do you want me to understand you?

Or...

Is that just who you are?

I wish I could be like those girls who are outgoing...

I really do like you, the time we have spent together so far, everytime has been fun.

I wish I could be like those girls who are outgoing,pretty...

Everytime it has been just me and you. The last time we even smoked together, shared some funny stories, then really serious ones. Are we just starting a great friendship? I don't even know what I want..

I wish I could be like those girls who are outgoing,pretty,flirty...

Now today we chill again, this time your brother comes along. Your brother is the total opposite of you. He hints to me certain things, but I'm still not sure... He even told me every time at night your watching the movie I lent you...

I wish I could be like those girls who are outgoing,pretty,flirty,confident...

As of now, I don't know... Its like a game to me, but are you thinking the same thing as me? Oh well we have a good friendship as of now. And I like you as a friend... but I still wish I could be like all those other girls.

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