My teddy bear is quite the extraordinary ordinary

His name is teddier. So original isn't it? He smells like lavender juices. He has a pouty tummy. He's not happy, he has a tiny centimeter line as a mouth. His nose is ripped up, the threading is mostly gone. The threading looks like its supposed to be red, but its brownish now. His eyes are reddish but black. He does not feel soft.... at all. He feels matted and sticky. His ears are half circles and small. He has stocky arms and legs. He has a tail and its circular and small. It says gund on his tag, he was made in korea, he is machine washable on gentle cycle dry on low heat and remove promptly.His tag is disgusting and is turning brownish blackish. But.... I still love him, I don't think theres a night since i was four that i havent slept without him. Unless i went out of the country or out of state. Literally, one time when me and my mom and stepdad went to the hamptons which is really far i left him there in some hotel room.... And i made my parents call the hotel.. find him.. and mail him back to us.. I am extremely close to this teddy bear. I do not even know where i got him from, all i know is that i totally forgot that i still sleep with him, until just now.