Thursday, September 10, 2009

Springboard

How am I feeling right now?

I feel like I have been really really used and taken advantage of. I am actually a very nice person, maybe too nice. So I do not get why someone would say all these things, and clearly state that I WILL NOT IGNORE YOU, but unsuprisingly they are. However, this person told me not ignore them or push them away, and told ME to tell THEM that when I am feeling as if I'm being ignored to tell them. So I did. And this person so happens to be ignoring me right now when I know he has his phone because I'm not dumb, and only two days was talking fine to me and said yeah "lets chill tonight", but then odd enough that same night he started ignoring me. So I do not get it, mind you this person was the first in this conversation that day to text me. But something must be really wrong with them, or they have major moodswings because I do not get how you can go from talking so much to a person and saying yes we will chill, to completely ignoring them for two days. Yet, this has happened before and Im pretty stupid and still went to hang out with him the last time this happened, and funny enough he told me he was ignoring me that time. So what are they going to do tell me again they were ignoring me? And i honestly do not know what to do because i do like this person and i do understand they have issues, but why is it always convenient for them but never for me?

this was actually a very good way for me to vent.

5 comments:

  1. Nice attempt at a ranting blog post. Keep up the good work!

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  2. ouchhhh, seems like a tough situation.
    My advise is to not let it bother you so much, and if he isnt going to give an effort then you shouldnt either.
    good luck =]

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  3. vent away, these ranting blogs are my favorites, good luck with the situation

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  5. i've totally been in your position before and it definitely sucks. but like christiana said, if he isn't putting in any effort then you shouldn't either. he just likes the fact that he keeps you waiting around. once you move on, he'll be sorry!

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